Title: My First $3.80: The Price of Freedom from My Past

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Every single day was a cycle of verbal abuse and physical violence. In that house, there was no safe place to hide. For 13 years, I was constantly told, "You are nothing but literal trash." I endured blows that left marks on both my body and my soul while being treated as if I didn't deserve to exist.

When people ask me why I’ve stayed in LA for 25 years despite the hardships, this is the answer. I’d rather face the grit of the LA streets or the exhaustion of climbing six floors on my own feet than spend one more second in the silence of a home filled with fear and hate.

That $3.80 AdSense revenue isn't just "pocket change." To the girl who was called "trash" every day, it’s a roar of defiance. I am here. I am earning. I am free.



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